A meaningful poem

I used to write in MSN space but that was 3 years ago. It was a closed blog which i used to write my personal thoughts. Only 1 friend was invited to view it. We aren't so close anymore, that is a bit sad. Relationship are so hard to keep. Anyways they are closing it down and i happened to see this meaningful poem. I hope you will be able to learn something from it.=) I did.

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do.

I had to hurry and get to work.

For bills would soon be due.

So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done, My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer.

No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord

I came,

I stood with downcast eyes.

For in his hands God held a book;

It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said
'Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time'

if we could only have a rewind button

Sorry for not updating, more pictures this time. I went to Malaysia early december last year. Yea, I wish life had a rewind button, time flies too fast.....

Looks like s'pore eh? This is quite high up from the sky bridge on the twin towers, thanks to dad and godpa =)

I love food, hahaha

"All I wanna do is trade this life for something new"

" everything i falling apart........"

"How to change, i don't wanna live like this anymore."

it has been a long while

Sorry for not updating in ages. Been busy and lazy. I have loads to upload, maybe next time I will upload all. haha. for now, 2 pics for you to enjoy.=)

scattered everywhere, can they ever form a pretty picture?

"nobody is prefect, but why am i so imperfect?"

treats

HELLO, I'm back. The packaging of these chocolates so cute. haha. Got them from my cousin's goodie bag. Photos by phone camera with this cool app.

Another treat, went out for dinner on friday. My parents are awesome, it was a treat because it was a reward for getting best photograph in the straits times competition and cause my sibling did well. A tad too expected, no feeling whatsoever. For the competition results i mean. haha. Overall we still got consolation, a bit better than last year still i guess. These 2 are the products of success after many failed attempts, still have so much to learn. The photos my dad took were much more mouth watering, haha

"Sorry, i am just not superwoman......."
"layer, after layer, i forgot how to feel."

I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly

I know I have disappeared for a very long while, so yeah i am back. I know my blog has become very emo, so this post is all about pictures, flood.=) What I have been up to this past 2/3 months.
National Day holiday, I had to wake up early but really enjoyed nature.


And I thought this was nice........



SYPC, where I met 2 crazy awesome dudes. haha Weird day.

after that we decided to continue shooting.

Below are the pictures I took for a newsletter challenge:

Some random shot, must have been during cca, nothing to do.

I never knew nature was so close to my school, walked around punggol river to try to capture a winning a shot for Nat Geo competition.

Canon photomarathon was the day after. The themes were clarity, faith and charge. Fun day, forgot everything due to that. I learn a lot too.

Shh, don't tell my mum what i did to my sunglasses.:x

this pigeon so cute never fly away when we took it but kept on walking about.

Crazy

I love this shot, so sad it was blur.:(

Panning is finally a sucess, yay!

See, DSLRs make a whole world of difference. But I can forget about getting one soon, nevermind. haha I shan't blog for a long time, my camera rusted long ago too.=)

"we are drifting further and further........"

"what do you do when all hope is gone?''

"if only I didn't/did.........but what's the use of saying that now?"

a new blog name

Changed my blogspot url. The previous had loads of meaning to it and I was actually being a little of a copycat. Hahaha. However I never really like that name so I decided to change it. This blog will still be a place where dreams will refresh. Why I chose this name? Well,when we were new to world of photography everything around us seemed nice and we will just snap away like crazy people. Hence, photo crazy, crazy for that shot. People also get crazy when they see that winning shot, cause every setting must be right and there is only one chance. So, i know i am very random but this is for fun. hahaha. I have discovered the wonders of photoshop, it is so cool yet complicated. I better master it fast if not I'll let the whole cca down, okay so random again. I show you my creation soon maybe haha. That is all for the 1st post in this new url.=)
(I know i use 'haha' a lot, i guess it is just something to replace those words i can't find=))

Running away

Running away. Isn't it so simple just to say, oh I am going to run away from this or that? Unknowingly we do it all the time. Be it a tough situation, an awkward situation or whatever, what is our first instinct? Yeah, that is right it is to run away..... I am sure running away from home has been in your head at least once or else running away to escape the harsh realities of life. Nobody is ever completely satisfied with where they are or the people they are with. The grass is always greener on the other side and life will always seem to suck. You can already guess by now that I too want or wanted to run away form all this and leave for some far, far away place where no one knows me. Maybe then I can start life on better track. However, I have come to the conclusion that running away is not going to help make anything get better. Instead it is going to make things worse. You are never ever going to find the courage to face up to your fears and you are just going to make you parents worry. I guess God has a purpose far greater than what we can see whenever He places us in situations. Your parents may not be as understanding as you think, your siblings may not be as easy to get along but wait they are still family, they still love you. They are the only ones that you can rely on once the whole world deserts you. There are many other escape routes, but you ultimately still have to face reality. Listening to music, is one of the many not including you know what. I like to enter many different realms that help me concentrate on that and not my problems, photography is one. Let’s escape into the world of pictures for now. The pictures below were taken with my dad’s awesome camera and his new prime lens. Don’t ask me what that is, I forgot. One ear in, and the other ear out. Haha. Google it if you really want to know. =) The pictures are of a present I got from a friend whom I met up with after six months.

 Before dad's manipulation.....

After the pro taught me how to make it better........

This sliver file i think reflects light and makes pretty rainbows.

'nothing lasts forever, truly from me, myself and I.'